Hmm, the singapore, sarawak holidays and new year photos are on the web. Enjoy. I'm bz with work and study. So tense... sigh. A million other things i wanna do, but not rite now...

 

I'm down with flu n my body aches terribly, been on pain killers for almost a week now. nothing much happening, Al just got back from Bangkok, Alex suffers from dizziness, doctor says its nothing, lim was in kuching over the weekend, eric as usual in the hospital, working, chris and clement heading over to KL this weekend, wan is MIA, ricky is still in Sabah, Ash is coming over on Thursday and bunking in my apt. Arni decided to stay at NST and not go to TV3. Normy, Nizam and Umar pestering me for an open house / house warming thingy. Andy still hav not said anything abt his HK trip to me.. *grin*.. deen might be back from Japan and attend a course in Pennang, he said he'd drop by KL and meet up. Spent last weekend in IKANO with James, Ben & Alvin. Either than all that, nothing much happened... :)

sorry for the long silence, Singapore
was great despite the downpour, u
avid readers would hav noticed the new
singapore pics by now.

 

i just got back from kuching sarawak
last nite. very tiring. good food and
vacation, went to Bako National Park,
yup, not only am I now border line
chubby, but also sun burnt. The pics
not gonna be up til mid january, gonna
be busy with work til then. You all
gotta see the fat lobster soon.

 

also, I think Misha Omar did her
number well to win Juara Lagu, I am
so so satisfied with the results...
well, still think Ezlymm 'Hi Hi Bye Bye'
wasn't really that good, but there
wasnt much competition. Anuar Zain's
vocals didnt reach the pitch ...twice.
That probably cost him the best vocals
that went to Misha Omar. Pity Anuar
actually, was really hoping for him to
do his best. Siti Won Best Performance
Rightfully deserving, the music
re-arrangments were nice, and so so
happening, not expected by siti, I guess
 the song writer re-wrote it.. YIPEE..
and YES, waheeda deserves to win, I think
Yassin's  Salsabilla was to 'LIVE VERSION'.

 

Ultimately, I think it was really nice
when Misha Omar let Siti, Waheeda and
Anuar to sing at the end of the show. The
multiple singers made the song so nice.

 

I know I had a nice time at the end of
2003. Now its too put new resolutions
into place. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.

 

-osmy-

firstly, river dance sucked..... ok ok.. so therer were highlights when watching gal and guys in tights dancing on stage and excel at their coordination and grace each time they moved, but overall, well maybe it was the annoying malaysian crowd or the ridiculous 40 degrees seats we were seating at,... but I didnt really enjoyed myself that nite. thank god for my frens, at least that kept my spirits up...

 

ok ok.. so heres another thing, I just came back from Singapore. Did quite an amount of shopping since we thought Singapore offered more variety, .... so we were happy with the stuff we bought. Got to KL and decided to hav lunch in One Utama, and noticed that the New block had French Connection, Sisley, UCOB, TopShop. and many many so so much more.. some stuffs were even cheaper... *grin*.... hmm... lucky Bossini never made its way to Malaysia...

 

osman

hmm,, a sneak peak at the new Proton Sutera....

   
 

SIGH.

at times, being trapped in house cause u to be
deprieved of needs and always wanting to go out,
and when opputunities knock, u go outside, spending
time with others and enjoying what life has to offer,
in the end all you want is to come back to your home.
Just wished home will welcome u back and that no
one had taken it over.

 

am I making sense here?

osman

My fren said it was mushy but I thought of saying the same things to my web frens who visits this website.

Dear all.

year after year, by this time I send out Raya cards to my malay frens. those who i hav not manage to stay or keep in touch for awhile. I tend to ask for forgiveness if I had say things 'too frankly' or 'too bluntly'. I say nice things to them to let them know that I remember and appreciate their friendships.

Anyway, this year I realize that for the past two years, u guys and gals that hav been accompanying me in my life. Theres no other holiday that I know that actually incourages forgiveness and understanding among friends. So here's my chance to let u know that I do appreciate all your visits, your thoughts and comments,
all those that take the time to sign my guestbook and drop me emails when I sounded distressed.
 
You guys hav been a crucial part of my life, hav been thru my ups and downs and hav supported me in your own way. I've looked up on all your strength and accepted the flaws. Just like u've accepted me with mine. I wished for u guys to stay the way u are and hope that we remain close for the many years to come.

I've matured a lot recently to realize that I do sometimes take the ones I love and care about for granted. I realize that I've not spend much time or havn't been much of a fren lately. I know I'm often busy, more so the coming weeks up to february (yup, that long).

Anyway, here I am presented with the oppurtunity to say what I feel... and for whats its worth and most importantly how strongly I feel about ur all.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA . MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN = HAPPY HOLIDAYS . FORGIVE MY PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL SHORTCOMINGS

-big big hugs-

osman sany 

The last few days hav taught be a lot. I've learnt that friends are for leaning on. I've learnt that confiding in a stranger creates risks. I've learnt that things and people mean more to me when I dont hav them anymore. I've learnt that giving up on friends and family is never easy yet at times its always tempting to do so. I learnt that I hav flaws and although I know my intentions and my doings, I often ignore feelings of others and create only misconceptions and misunderstandings with others. I dont care about their thoughts and feelings enough, instead I become selfish wanting only what I want in life and not thinking reactions from them. In the end I wanna be happy, but not by doing things that hurt others in the process. Someone told me that 'sacrifices is not really a good gateaway but being tolerant is always a good deed'. something I gotta remember.

osman